Damned if you do

What do you want from me?

For the whole week I've been wanting to post something, but always put it off last moment.

Some things/thoughts for the past week
-I really fucking hate mondays.
-Drinking alot for the week.
-Working alot too.
-Realised how bleak the future looks.
-Realised I have too much pride that stops me from doing things.
-I need a quote.
-For some reason, I feel you're ignoring me.
-For some reason, I miss you.
-Or do I really?
-Life

To: mojojojo!
I realised I haven't replied to your letter. Will reply by today k!

To: Agnes, Jared, Yiqi
Lets meet up for dinner again soon.

For so many things might be different if we had chosen different paths in our lives.
The current life we're having are products of our decisions.
Many a times, we wish we could go back and make a diffrent choice.
Who are we to say that the other choice might result in better lives?
Who are we to say it wont?
But given the choice, after much consideration,
Many of us wouldn't go back to change our lives.
For it's between the devil we know and the deep blue sea.