Whoa

Dear Jp Jonathan, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your view on yourself:
:Other people find you very interesting
:But you are really hiding your true self
:Your friends love you because you are a good listener
:They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for
:Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with
:The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exte
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
:And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that pe
The seriousness of your love:
:You are very serious about relationships
:Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like
:If you meet the right person
:You will fall deeply
:Beautifully in love
Your views on education:
:You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
:You listen to your own instincts
:Tend to follow your heart
:So you will probably end up with an unusual job
The right job for you:
:You're a practical person
:Will choose a secure job with a steady income
:Knowing what you like to do is important
:Find a regular job doing just that
:You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
:You are afraid of failure
:Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you d
:Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
:You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
:Independence is important to you

Blueprinted.

This will seem so dejavu

For everything that matters, it all don't matter anymore.

The reason behind the quote above is that, I lost my source of motivation. Or rather I have never found it at all. Been long since I am truly, and i mean truly, passionate about something.

Whats the whole point? Really.

Is it normal for me to feel that life is like a blueprint? Everything seems to be planned out and scheduled. All so cramped and frustrating.

No more excitement, no more feel.

And dear friend, you will be happy. I'll make sure of it.