How sad is it that I have to filter what I put up here?
I'm watching a romance-comedy. The leads on the show are going through a certain cycle. They fall in love, problem arises, they break up. They fall in love again etc. It's all so predictable. It's a sad movie at times, but when it is at its happy moments, it seems the world can do no wrong.
But I'm just watching the movie though.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Miracles.
Miracles.
Time to get my life back on track. It has been put on hold for so so long.
We all wish of living the simple life, with simple miracles.
Time to get my life back on track. It has been put on hold for so so long.
We all wish of living the simple life, with simple miracles.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Thoughts
Sitting and thinking.
You know what you want. You know what you have to do. So just go do it. What are you hesitating for?
Times I want to scream but I can't. Then I realized I don't want to anymore.
You know what you want. You know what you have to do. So just go do it. What are you hesitating for?
Times I want to scream but I can't. Then I realized I don't want to anymore.
Old man
Hey..
Old man, you got to learn to practice what you preach. It's easy to see and give advice from a third party's view, but it's hard from where you are now.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Reset the heart old man.
Old man, you got to learn to practice what you preach. It's easy to see and give advice from a third party's view, but it's hard from where you are now.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Reset the heart old man.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Wishes.
Wishes
Back when we were young, whenever we walked past a fountain, we would beg for a coin to throw in it. Whenever before we blow out the candle, we will close our eyes. Whenever we see a star, we will make a wish.
When we were all young and innocent, we believed in wishes. We wish to live in a huge mansion in the future, we wish to be a policeman/doctor/scientist/others, and we wish for happiness.
But as we grow older, we lost hope, lost faith in our wishes. We stopped wasting coins on fountains, stopped looking out for stars, and almost always never make a wish before blowing out the candles (until someone reminds us that is).
We saw the real world, the real life. We know that wishes are useless, only by doing then can we achieve something. So we stopped wishing.
Almost all of us have wishes. However, these wishes are not like the ones we had when we were young. These wishes serve only to remind us of what we do not have. In a sense, instead of making us happy, hopeful, these wishes only put us down.
We can hope, but they never come true.
I will get a sense of happiness when I see other couples. But it's only for a moment.
Back when we were young, whenever we walked past a fountain, we would beg for a coin to throw in it. Whenever before we blow out the candle, we will close our eyes. Whenever we see a star, we will make a wish.
When we were all young and innocent, we believed in wishes. We wish to live in a huge mansion in the future, we wish to be a policeman/doctor/scientist/others, and we wish for happiness.
But as we grow older, we lost hope, lost faith in our wishes. We stopped wasting coins on fountains, stopped looking out for stars, and almost always never make a wish before blowing out the candles (until someone reminds us that is).
We saw the real world, the real life. We know that wishes are useless, only by doing then can we achieve something. So we stopped wishing.
Almost all of us have wishes. However, these wishes are not like the ones we had when we were young. These wishes serve only to remind us of what we do not have. In a sense, instead of making us happy, hopeful, these wishes only put us down.
We can hope, but they never come true.
I will get a sense of happiness when I see other couples. But it's only for a moment.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Lost faith
Everyone has their own love story. Their reasons.
After spending last night talking and thinking, I realised I lost faith. In everything. For me, I'm just living day by day as it is right now. I see other people playing the game, but I know that it's all pointless.
What's wrong?
I wish to feel the drunk feeling again. It's easier to just let loose everything.
After spending last night talking and thinking, I realised I lost faith. In everything. For me, I'm just living day by day as it is right now. I see other people playing the game, but I know that it's all pointless.
What's wrong?
I wish to feel the drunk feeling again. It's easier to just let loose everything.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Lemon slices.
Things to do. Words to say.
Well, I've been skipping school recently. And not really caring much about school work. Old habits. Been working for the past 3 days so far. And later my day will be from 8 to 12. Wish me luck.
For some reason, I'm drinking everything with a slice of lemon now.
Things are..not great right now. It's not terrible but it's not great.
Well, I've been skipping school recently. And not really caring much about school work. Old habits. Been working for the past 3 days so far. And later my day will be from 8 to 12. Wish me luck.
For some reason, I'm drinking everything with a slice of lemon now.
Things are..not great right now. It's not terrible but it's not great.
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