Hey world,
Two test tomorrow. Opera and Fmah. Wish me luck ok? Stupid Ihro had to reschedule, now I have to go to school an hour earlier. Which means I should really be sleeping soon. Suddenly craving Indian food again! So someone ask me out to have some.
Ok. I get your point. So I'm not going to push it anymore. Basically, I will be acting the way I'm acting recently. All cold and distant around you. Need time to readjust back to the way we are.
Close your eyes and go to sleep old man. Rest up. Tomorrow will be better.
Friday, July 31, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Aiya
Just to get this off my mind.
What am I? Who am I? My mind is playing badminton once again, on a damn roller coaster again. Agnes says follow your heart. What happens then? I dont know anymore. Fuck it.
What am I? Who am I? My mind is playing badminton once again, on a damn roller coaster again. Agnes says follow your heart. What happens then? I dont know anymore. Fuck it.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Change
Hey world.
Today was a refreshing change. My plan worked out quite nicely. Dinner followed by a movie. The dinner was nice and not too expensive, the movie (harry potter) was just terrible. Waste of a 154 minutes.
It's hard to know what are you thinking. I think my actions are obvious enough for you to know what I'm thinking. You say look for the green light, well I'm trying my best to look for it. I am using a hundred and ten percent effort but right now, it seems like it's useless. Seems like a lost cause.
What should I do? Maybe you tell me. Time check - 1am. Night world.
Today was a refreshing change. My plan worked out quite nicely. Dinner followed by a movie. The dinner was nice and not too expensive, the movie (harry potter) was just terrible. Waste of a 154 minutes.
It's hard to know what are you thinking. I think my actions are obvious enough for you to know what I'm thinking. You say look for the green light, well I'm trying my best to look for it. I am using a hundred and ten percent effort but right now, it seems like it's useless. Seems like a lost cause.
What should I do? Maybe you tell me. Time check - 1am. Night world.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Guess
Hey you.
Can you just tell me what to do? I don't like this guessing game at all. At times, I wonder what goes through your mind when you look at me. Things that I do, you know my intention. But actions that you make causes me to be puzzled. Everything seems the same.
I am tired! Time to sleep I guess. Eyes closing as I type this. No plans over the weekend! So ask me out!
Rock, paper, scissors. Guessing Games. Time check 4:45am. Goodnight you.
Can you just tell me what to do? I don't like this guessing game at all. At times, I wonder what goes through your mind when you look at me. Things that I do, you know my intention. But actions that you make causes me to be puzzled. Everything seems the same.
I am tired! Time to sleep I guess. Eyes closing as I type this. No plans over the weekend! So ask me out!
Rock, paper, scissors. Guessing Games. Time check 4:45am. Goodnight you.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
But
Hello world.
What am I thinking off right now? I'm trying to decipher your mind and understand you better. I always say I fully understand where I stand and what I should do,but now I don't anymore. Ah! I can do everything but still wont see the green light. Show me the green light.
The fear of rejection is a very strong excuse to use. How many of us just seize the day? Do, don't think. I need to follow that motto.
Praying for everything to go right. Work tomorrow. Bored
This is a story of a boy and a girl.
Boy meets girl. Boy likes girl.
Girl laughs and Boy loves her.
But, just but.
What am I thinking off right now? I'm trying to decipher your mind and understand you better. I always say I fully understand where I stand and what I should do,but now I don't anymore. Ah! I can do everything but still wont see the green light. Show me the green light.
The fear of rejection is a very strong excuse to use. How many of us just seize the day? Do, don't think. I need to follow that motto.
Praying for everything to go right. Work tomorrow. Bored
This is a story of a boy and a girl.
Boy meets girl. Boy likes girl.
Girl laughs and Boy loves her.
But, just but.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Signals
Hey world.
So it has been a hectic week for me. One word - Oenotheque. I have been pushing all my duties away, putting it aside for the time being. I know there will be a tidal wave of stuff waiting for me soon, so brace myself.
Hair is getting long, going to cut it soon. Been skipping dinner so becoming thinner too. Ahh changes.
High hopes, and doubts. Sweet dreams.
So it has been a hectic week for me. One word - Oenotheque. I have been pushing all my duties away, putting it aside for the time being. I know there will be a tidal wave of stuff waiting for me soon, so brace myself.
Hair is getting long, going to cut it soon. Been skipping dinner so becoming thinner too. Ahh changes.
High hopes, and doubts. Sweet dreams.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Hey world.
So I've been working my ass off this couple of days. It's tiring but fun at the same time. If you can afford some expensive food, come down to oenotheque to find me. Just don't order any drinks, drinks are damn expensive. One glass of Jack Daniels cost a nice amount of 15 dollars before taxes. Even I was stunned when I sent the bill to customer.
Been skipping dinner every night, and as I type this my stomach is growling for some food. Will need to stock up some bread or something at home soon.
When I skipped school today, didn't think i would see you. Time check 2:45am. Goodnight world.
So I've been working my ass off this couple of days. It's tiring but fun at the same time. If you can afford some expensive food, come down to oenotheque to find me. Just don't order any drinks, drinks are damn expensive. One glass of Jack Daniels cost a nice amount of 15 dollars before taxes. Even I was stunned when I sent the bill to customer.
Been skipping dinner every night, and as I type this my stomach is growling for some food. Will need to stock up some bread or something at home soon.
When I skipped school today, didn't think i would see you. Time check 2:45am. Goodnight world.
Monday, July 6, 2009
Calm down and count to ten.
Hey.
Bright side - Got a job! So I wont be spending time stoning at home anymore. It will be a new challenge working part time and no more assignment based.
Dark side - Facing a huge mountain right now. Do not know if I have the will power to conquer it. Take it one step at a time I guess.
Heh. Sometimes I do wish I can find someone who gets me. I hate not being the first priority. Fuck this.
AHHHH. Ten.
Bright side - Got a job! So I wont be spending time stoning at home anymore. It will be a new challenge working part time and no more assignment based.
Dark side - Facing a huge mountain right now. Do not know if I have the will power to conquer it. Take it one step at a time I guess.
Heh. Sometimes I do wish I can find someone who gets me. I hate not being the first priority. Fuck this.
AHHHH. Ten.
Friday, July 3, 2009
Yea.
Fuck this.
Told you, your plan never ever works. You should just stop trying. You hope and you hope and what happens? All your hopes come crashing down. The more you hope for, the more you crash. What's the point? Why even bother in the first place?
Inner demons plaguing my mind.
I'm hungry.
Told you, your plan never ever works. You should just stop trying. You hope and you hope and what happens? All your hopes come crashing down. The more you hope for, the more you crash. What's the point? Why even bother in the first place?
Inner demons plaguing my mind.
I'm hungry.
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