Confidence.

It will be easier to just die.

So I've been living life as it is. Not caring about problems, not bothering about troubles. The simple life.

There will always be an ache I can't get rid off. Always going to be something that I will always want and can't get. The greener grass on the other side of the fence.

For many things I want, many things I crave. I close my eyes and wonder 'what if' & 'how will it be' but it never happens.

I realized... confidence is key.

Silly girl. Do what you always tell me. If you like him, go for it. Live life with no fear and you will have no regrets. Close your eyes and take the plunge without fear cause if you fall, you know I'll be at the bottom of the cliff to cushion your fall.