Mundane

Time check 2:30am.

Dear diary,
Today was a crappy day. I spent my time staring at a computer screen the entire day. It's so unfulfilling and time wasteful. If only I have FOM notes, then I would be able to study.

Yeah right. Well, as I said I wasted a day today. Slacking, stoning and slacking. Been going out almost the entire week so today had to stay home to watch my budget. Still hate home cook food.

How many of us can really achieve fame and fortune in this world? How many of us can become rock stars, actors or even pro-gamers? Most of us will just end up living a routine life, a mundane job and boring schedules. Wake up at 6:30, Reach work at 8, End work at 6, Dinner at 7, In bed by 10. Do we really want that? All these school bullshit to live a repeating and insanely, mind-numbing day over and over again. What's the whole point?

Once again, I'm getting shitty feelings of being alone. It's like everyone has someone but me. Where's my Noah's Ark?