That's just great

6 months in. But nothing much has changed.

Dear God,
Why do you toy with me? Are you teaching me a lesson of making decisive decisions? Telling me to make the leap of faith?

For I don't understand you intentions. You allow me to let things build up in my head, but send doubts to attack the thoughts. Such Jekyll & Hyde.

Please tell me in which direction do I need to go from here.

Your boy,
Jonathan

So I heard that you're attached. Never thought I would hear that. That's just great. Perfect.

Never told you

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told youI just held it in

And now,I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

Patience

For the simple things in life are the ones that matter most.

Life is like the breakwater of the beach.
Wave after wave, it slowly corrodes.

Life is like the Pyramid of Giza.
Stone after stone, it slowly climbs.

Life is like the longest novel ever.
Word after word, it's slowly written.

Have patience in life for it's a long one.

Today I realise why my favourite colour is green.