For a face of an angel, now I'll lay.

For a girl so beautiful, it takes my breath away.
For a touch so tender, it brightens up my day.
For a voice so sweet, my demons it will slay.
For a face of an angel, now I'll lay.

To relive the past, to dream again.
To remember all the happiness and pain.
To suffer, to embrace.
For a face of an angel, now I'll lay.

Expressway

Things you do.

Alright. Are you going to do what I think you're doing? It's so simple but yet so difficult at the same time.

You tell me you are thinking. I am thinking too. I've been thinking constantly and heavily. If only everything is so simple. It's one roller-coaster ride after another in the story of jp.

Silly girl, try and sleep ok? Don't be a zombie.

Life can be a simple empty dirt road
or an expressway.

AHH

I want to scream.

For everything is all a mess in my head now. The muddle you made. Scream.
For all the things I regret. Scream.
For every single wrong move I took. Scream.
And for all that is wrong right now. Scream.

If everything in this world is that simple. Yea you wish

How come?

Why?
How?
What?
Where?
When?
Who?

Fuck

Lucky

If there's nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night? - Lucky Britney Spears.

Sometimes we come across situations that require us to make a choice. We hesitate and weigh out the pros and cons. Then we take the plunge.

You will fail many times trying to succeed.

Going to be busy with work soon. Full shifts all day. Fun.

Wish me luck.

Vexed

Woke up on the wrong side of bed today.

Isn't it funny how our actions can determine how others will feel the whole day, but we will have no idea at all. Sometimes we tend to just take things in stride while forgetting there are other people out there.

I'm easily irritated now. And silently quite angry. Reason? No idea.

Maybe it's because I have all this free time after such a busy period. Maybe it's because I'm falling sick.

Maybe it's because of you.

Loop

The whole things on repeat.

Haven't you been through all this before? They say practice makes perfect but does it really. How many times will you get another chance?

I'll say this once. Don't fuck this up. Really. Bring your A game. Focus. and stay awake.

Or go to sleep. Forever.

Happy Holidays!

F

How hard is it to want just one thing?

How can you miss what you never have?

I'm trying to convince myself nothing's wrong. Trying to bluff my heart. But avoiding just doesn't help anymore. Smile?

Taking applications now. F it.