You shi ni.

Hey, how was your day?

So I skipped another day of school. No motivation to start studying anyways. According to my classmates, our teachers are kinda strict on attendance. So I'm screwed.

I'm just blogging for blogging sake. Nothing much happening in my life at the moment. Just taking it a step at a time.

How is it that every time I'm feeling down, you message me. And those messages always seem to put a smile on my face. Don't worry, I wont drown again.

Always late

I lie awake at night.
See things in black and white.

Woah, old song. School have been tiring so far. It's hard to tune my body back to studying mode after it being in slacking mode for so long. Tomorrow is the longest day of the week for me. So wish me luck.

As I watch others playing the game. I can't help but feel left out. But I'm neutral at the moment. It's just not my time. I was late.

Help out.

I'm currently typing this with one hand.

Don't let your dirty mind wander on what I might be doing. The reason I'm typing with one hand is that my screen has gone over the edge. I need to support it with my hand or the colour gives way.

Anyway, I've skipped school already. going back to my old habits. Hope I can get up in time to not skip anymore. That means i should be sleeping earlier. Met up with some of my sec sch friends to play pool today. Pretty much slacked my life away. That's what being a teen is all about. Having fun.

May I now divert your attention to the link on the left. It's a link where you can feed the hungry. I'm sure we all have been hungry before. It's not a good feeling. There are people all around the world feeling that everyday. While we whine and gripe about how tragic our lives are, there are kids born/borne/borned (don't know which) into this world with even more pitiful conditions than us. The fact that you are near a computer/laptop reading this means you are much much more well off than them. Click on the link, it will only take 30 seconds of your time. Do your part and help feed the hungry.

This world is unfair and fair at the same time. Time check 1:50am. School tommorow. Goodnight world.

It's time like this in the silence where I feel 71 years old. Many thoughts run through my head, many life stories and many life meanings. Looking at people all around me, living thier lives carefree and careless. Sometime's I'm envious. Maybe I'm really old.

Let's get retarded.

I should really get to sleep.

It's 3.30am now and I have school tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to it but I am looking forward to the morning swim I will be having. My body clock is seriously screwed, I can't get myself to sleep.

Watching random videos on youtube and I came across this.



One word. Pro.

Well I should be sleeping now. Nights world.

Eyes never lies.

Hello world.

Spent all my cash I earned from the IT show I worked at. Fast right? I'm a huge spendthrift. I am NOT going to put a tattoo on my wrist already. Lots of people made up my mind. I heard army life really suck for those who have one.

I've been going out alot recently. Trying to play as much as possible before school starts I guess. I bought a few new tees from topman. Slightly ex but worth it in my opinion. I need a new pair of shoes and a small bag! Sianed, no more cash and I still owe my mom money.

When the camera goes, it capture us when we are smiling or looking our best. Looking at photos, all I see is joy and laughter. But look past the smile and you might just catch the sadness in ones eyes. Afterall they say the eyes never lies. When will the masks come off?

Lifes a struggle. And sometimes we tend to lose hope in the world. I tend to lose hope.

“The Square Root of Three” by David Feinberg

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

Lonely square root of three.

I wanna play too.

Hello world.

BROKE RECENTLY! Stupid pay haven't come yet. I scared I gave the wrong account number to them. Ahhhhhhhhhhh.

Once I get my pay, I'm going to put a tatoo on my wrist. Already made up my mind, so don't try to talk me out of it. I will do it. Owe alot of people cash too. Spending like my money is free lately. Cabbing everywhere. No more cab for me.

And once again I missed the boat. Maybe I'm too passive. Maybe it's not my turn. Time check - 4:30am. Still aint sleeping.

Mind Reader

We live in a world where we do not know what other people are thinking. We need to read signs such as body language or tone of speech. From there, we will try to guess what the other party really means.

DO we really want to know what is others thinking or what we want them to think? Do we really want to be mind readers?

So I have no idea where I'm heading. I'm just testing water, taking my time. But this actions in the past have made me miss my chance before. To be or not to be.

And you looked pretty. Time check - 5am. Goodnight world