Enchanted

Enchanted. A story of the differences between fairytales and reality. Sometimes fairytales can happen in reality.

I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And been dreaming of a miss I miss.

In this world, will fairytales happen?

Mundane

Time check 2:30am.

Dear diary,
Today was a crappy day. I spent my time staring at a computer screen the entire day. It's so unfulfilling and time wasteful. If only I have FOM notes, then I would be able to study.

Yeah right. Well, as I said I wasted a day today. Slacking, stoning and slacking. Been going out almost the entire week so today had to stay home to watch my budget. Still hate home cook food.

How many of us can really achieve fame and fortune in this world? How many of us can become rock stars, actors or even pro-gamers? Most of us will just end up living a routine life, a mundane job and boring schedules. Wake up at 6:30, Reach work at 8, End work at 6, Dinner at 7, In bed by 10. Do we really want that? All these school bullshit to live a repeating and insanely, mind-numbing day over and over again. What's the whole point?

Once again, I'm getting shitty feelings of being alone. It's like everyone has someone but me. Where's my Noah's Ark?

Scars

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that
I care too much.
My scars remind me
That the past is real
I tear my heart open
Just to feel

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I got to move on with my own life.

Valentines

Remember it? Doubt you do.

Anyway recently came across lots of relationship problems.

Happy valentines babe. You'll always be my baby

Fuck this. If you want to be busy, you be busy. Aint going to care anymore

Organisation Management

Going to school to take OM test now. In my opinion, how to lead/manage can't be taught as a subject. It come naturally and not everyone can be a good manager. Stupid module teaching us about how you should solve conflicts, delegate tasks etc. Going to crap my way through the test. Not going for the last two weeks of lecture/tutorials really caused me to be lost. No idea what Foundations of Behavior and Organization Structure & Design Decisions is. Good luck to me.

Hmm

Ok. Here's a quick update in my life. This wont be organized. Been GAMBLING and losing cash lol. Not really caring much about it as it's once a year so no worries. I aint a gambler yet. It's surprising for me to be so busy but accomplish so little. Practically did nothing productive for so long. Exams coming so weeeeee. People. I need notes to study! Please please please please lend me so I can study. YES study. Genting trip pretty much confirmed, I think it will be fun.

Sidenote - It's amazing how seeing you for only 5 mins can mess me up so badly. Dreamt about you again.