Happy new year.

Happy New Year people. Almost to countdown to 2009.

Lets recap.
2008 had been...A milder roller coaster ride compared to 2007 but I still seem to cant get off the ride.
2008 had been..A lesson learned and a maturing one for me.
2008 had been...Non-changing for me in how I look. Look exactly like how I was a year ago.
2008 had been...Spent alone for most of the times.
2008 had been...Filled and lack of sleep for most of the times.

Resolutions for 2009
To grow and mature more.
To save up.

End 2008 on a funny side.

Tattoo

Ok. Did an airbrush tattoo before yesterday's dinner event. I found out I really liked having it on my wrist and really wants to make a real tattoo. Too bad my mum is totally against the idea, together with my aunt and uncle and brother too. Irritating. We'll see how it goes..maybe I'll just put and don't care about them. Really want a J on my wrist. Will be ex though.

Although you forgotten everything, I still remember. It's instilled in my mind and my heart. You were my first and only love. It's been so damn fucking long but I still feel alot for you. How I wish I can forget just like you did. Fuck this.

Merry Christmas!

Christmas Eve now. An hour fifteen more to go. Any Christmas wishes people?

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Merry Christmas!

Hopscotch

Do you remember when you were young, there's a game called hopscotch? Hopscotch is played by taking turns throwing tokens, usually wallets, and hopping in the squares. Kids took turns playing and there was no fighting over whose turn is it.

10 years later, it seems like everyone around me is getting their turn to play the game. When will my turn come?

Fishes in the sea, trees in the forest.

Last Christmas

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart.
The very next day, you gave it away.
This Christmas, instead of the tears.
I kept it all to myself.

On my way home today, I saw a single bright star in the sky. So I made a wish. How many of you make wishes upon a star?

I wish
I wish
Upon a star.

Update.

Hello people.

Update on my life
I am BORED. So someone call me out or something!
Decided to go to my secondary school gathering. Hate big group gatherings by the way.
Been on a roller coaster ride from the past again.
Saw a cute girl on the bus that I can't forget for the next few hours.
Slowly learning html by doing the admin work on my clan website.
Wants to watch Nick's and Nora's infinite playlist and Twilight.
Been wearing yellow for two days in a row now.

Extract

Then you learn about love. How to love, how much to give in love, when to stop giving and when to walk away.

You learn to look at relationships as they really are and not as you would have them be. You stop trying to control people, situation, and outcomes.

And you learn that alone does not mean lonely.