Happy Halloween people.
Thought of the day - How many of you will choose to play a game you like/love but will surely lose?
Had fun today, from sakae sushi to walking around plaza singapura. But there's some parts of the day I wished that I didn't know it. You can't lose what you never had. There's a strong smell of familarity in the air. It's happening all over again.
Sometimes I don't know why I try.
***footnote***
You can't please everybody. Irritants.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Holding on
Read this somewhere before
Love is not about letting go but holding on.If you love someone, you will fight to be by his/her side all the time. You won't say 'fuck it, I'm done' and just walk away. You won't let go so easily.
Today have been a 50% day for me. Woke up and decided to skip school. Finally get to sleep in. Went to tuition and got really dejected. Damn worried that my student will fail. Ate dinner with my mum. Spent my night thinking about the past.
For some reason, you're still in my mind. Like an itch that will never go away. Sometimes I wonder why did I bother in the first place. No. Don't go back there again. You have already gotten past her.
Did I really?
Love is not about letting go but holding on.If you love someone, you will fight to be by his/her side all the time. You won't say 'fuck it, I'm done' and just walk away. You won't let go so easily.
Today have been a 50% day for me. Woke up and decided to skip school. Finally get to sleep in. Went to tuition and got really dejected. Damn worried that my student will fail. Ate dinner with my mum. Spent my night thinking about the past.
For some reason, you're still in my mind. Like an itch that will never go away. Sometimes I wonder why did I bother in the first place. No. Don't go back there again. You have already gotten past her.
Did I really?
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Emotime
ps. you look real good today
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Love story.
I'll be your Romeo.
We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said
Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you
That's the lyrics to Love Story by Taylor Swift. It's about how two people is loving each other but is kept apart by family. In the end, they end up together, happily ever after.
BUT how many of us get to experience this in real life? I heard a phrase before 'love is not enough for two people to be together'. How true is this? It's not so simple as I love You and You love Me then we shall live happily ever after. There are much much more factors complicating the whole thing.
If you think you found your love story, hold on to it as tightly as you can, never let go.
***footnote***
I thought I had gotten over you over the holidays but now I doubt it. I won't be stupid once more.
***Mood now***
Emo.
We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said
Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you
That's the lyrics to Love Story by Taylor Swift. It's about how two people is loving each other but is kept apart by family. In the end, they end up together, happily ever after.
BUT how many of us get to experience this in real life? I heard a phrase before 'love is not enough for two people to be together'. How true is this? It's not so simple as I love You and You love Me then we shall live happily ever after. There are much much more factors complicating the whole thing.
If you think you found your love story, hold on to it as tightly as you can, never let go.
***footnote***
I thought I had gotten over you over the holidays but now I doubt it. I won't be stupid once more.
***Mood now***
Emo.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Direction
Hey.
Once I told someone, 'there's many sides of Jp'. How many things I want to do in my life? Writer, director, pro gamer, tour agent, game designer, many more. Need to settle down and focus on a thing to develop properly.
That's one of my traits. I can't finish a thing I start. All the extra classes I took when I was young were all stopped halfway.
I need to have determination.
Once I told someone, 'there's many sides of Jp'. How many things I want to do in my life? Writer, director, pro gamer, tour agent, game designer, many more. Need to settle down and focus on a thing to develop properly.
That's one of my traits. I can't finish a thing I start. All the extra classes I took when I was young were all stopped halfway.
I need to have determination.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Spider Pig
Spider Pig,
Spider Pig,
Does whatever a Spider Pig does.
Can he swing
From a web?
No he can't cause he's a pig.
Look out!
He is Spider Pig.
Am watching tv now. And heard something that made so much sense. 'You never lose feelings for someone.' How true is that.
4am now. People change.
Spider Pig,
Does whatever a Spider Pig does.
Can he swing
From a web?
No he can't cause he's a pig.
Look out!
He is Spider Pig.
Am watching tv now. And heard something that made so much sense. 'You never lose feelings for someone.' How true is that.
4am now. People change.
Friday, October 10, 2008
wee
I'm sad.
Chasing lost causes
Hoping for the girl
Losing the battle
Hating the whole world
I ask myself
Why this again
The same routine
The same old pain
Lalala~. Hahaha~ Wee~
Cheers
Chasing lost causes
Hoping for the girl
Losing the battle
Hating the whole world
I ask myself
Why this again
The same routine
The same old pain
Lalala~. Hahaha~ Wee~
Cheers
Saturday, October 4, 2008
The Ring
Hello people.
I'm watching The Ring on channel 5 now. I love horror films. Just finished both of the dvds I bought back from JB. Simon Says and The Omen. Simon Says is more gore than horror, and the omen is more of triller.
So what's the scariest horror film you guys watched before? For me, one of the most recent one will have to be Rule #1. No idea why it freaked me out so bad but it did. Maybe The Ring will be better than it.
***footnote***
Bloody teeth still hurting once in a while. Irritating.
***Weekend Joke***
So the Lord said unto John 'Come forth and receive eternal life.' But John came in fifth and won a toaster.
I'm watching The Ring on channel 5 now. I love horror films. Just finished both of the dvds I bought back from JB. Simon Says and The Omen. Simon Says is more gore than horror, and the omen is more of triller.
So what's the scariest horror film you guys watched before? For me, one of the most recent one will have to be Rule #1. No idea why it freaked me out so bad but it did. Maybe The Ring will be better than it.
***footnote***
Bloody teeth still hurting once in a while. Irritating.
***Weekend Joke***
So the Lord said unto John 'Come forth and receive eternal life.' But John came in fifth and won a toaster.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Reminiscence
Hello people.
Today have been weird. Suddenly I'm thinking for you/her again. I should know better than that.
With nothing to occupy my time, my mind is constantly reminiscing, constantly missing. We use to do so much together that everything around me can remind me about you/her. Doesn't help that my teeth is still hurting. Bloody hell.
***footnote***
Remember breakfasts on Sundays?
***Thursday quote***
If you hang on to the past, you can't move on to the future
Today have been weird. Suddenly I'm thinking for you/her again. I should know better than that.
With nothing to occupy my time, my mind is constantly reminiscing, constantly missing. We use to do so much together that everything around me can remind me about you/her. Doesn't help that my teeth is still hurting. Bloody hell.
***footnote***
Remember breakfasts on Sundays?
***Thursday quote***
If you hang on to the past, you can't move on to the future
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Storytime
Yo people.
Didn't post yesterday because I was so caught up in my game. I'm playing ladder games in battlenet. Training my undead.
Ok. No more gamer talk. These few days I stayed at home. Was supposed to be playing soccer tomorrow. BUT couldn't find enough people to play. So canceled. Plus I don't think I can run. Stupid blister on my feet. Was healing but there's a cut there. So back to walking funny.
***footnote***
Liverpool vs PSV later. Come on Reds!
***Story***
Today's story is Silence. I decided to put Stranger on hold. Lost the inspiration for it. Enjoy.
http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2575950/1/Silence
Didn't post yesterday because I was so caught up in my game. I'm playing ladder games in battlenet. Training my undead.
Ok. No more gamer talk. These few days I stayed at home. Was supposed to be playing soccer tomorrow. BUT couldn't find enough people to play. So canceled. Plus I don't think I can run. Stupid blister on my feet. Was healing but there's a cut there. So back to walking funny.
***footnote***
Liverpool vs PSV later. Come on Reds!
***Story***
Today's story is Silence. I decided to put Stranger on hold. Lost the inspiration for it. Enjoy.
http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2575950/1/Silence
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